To be ok with the process, to be ok with waiting, and to be ok with knowing that it’s not over yet.
To wait in the chaos, to be still even when everything is rushing by you, to feel as though you can almost grasp what you want in your hands but can’t quite hold on as it slips past your fingertips.
To realize you’re still not ready and to believe that you’re not running behind, you’re exactly where you need to be.
To be ok with yourself and accept yourself right where you are. To not need to explain yourself to everyone so they understand you.
To trust God through it all, even when your heart feels crushed and destroyed, to look at the small glimmer of hope that’s left and only believe that everything will work out for good. To love God with all your heart and to cling to his truth when all your life circumstances make his truth seem unreal.
To continue putting one foot in front of the other and moving forward through joy and tears and to accept this beautiful bittersweet life for what it is.
An opportunity to walk with the creator of the universe.